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[29 Dec 2004|09:15pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm cold

So last night I went to A'lisa's party and had a wonderful time. Really I did! I talked with Miranda and this girl named Stef and her boyfriend. Basically I played DDR most of the time while I was there and life was good at least for the moment. A'lisa's ubber nice thanks for inviting me again!

In other news well there is no other news. Today I got my phone working. And then I sat around the house watching tv. I think with the rest of the night I should get started on finishing my lit to film project. Which I still need to rent the movie and watch and then come up with some sort of visual aid so I can get a passing grade for the damn class.

But I dobut i will get anything done espically with newyears eve coming up.

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[24 Dec 2004|04:27pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

Merry Christmas everyone!
 
I'll give a real update sometime this weekend when i get a moment.

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A reminder [22 Dec 2004|03:26pm]
[ mood | Piseed at so many things ]

Don't forget a slut with class is still a slut.

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Yet another survey... [21 Dec 2004|10:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Stolen from various journals

LAYER ONE: On The Outside
- Name: Scott
- Nickname: Scotters
- Birth date: 07-23-86
- Birthplace: Mt.Clemans Genreal Hospital, MI
- Current Location: Warren Mi
- Eye Color: borwn or blue (depends on the contacts)
- Hair Color: Brown
- Height: 5'11
- Righty or Lefty: Righty
- Zodiac sign: Cancer

LAYER TWO: On The Inside
- Your heritage: Poleish and German mostly and I'm also British, French and Irish
- The shoes you wore today: I wore my socks all day. I didn't go outside so why wear shoes?
- Who you look like: People say I resemble my mom and that I look like my Grandfather when he was my age.
- Your weakness: My self-esteem and my appereance :(
- Your fears: being forgotten
- Your perfect pizza: one with everything on it except anchovies
- Goal you'd like to achieve: Going to Europe!

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
- Your thoughts first waking up: It's too damn cold out
- Your best physical feature: my smile but i don't smile that often so i don't really have one
- Your bedtime: whenever i feel like it
- Your most missed memory: Summer Freshman year

LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
- McDonalds or Burger King: Yuck neither
- Single or group dates: i've enver been on a group date before so i can't say
- Adidas or Nike: Addidas
- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER FIVE: Do You?
- Smoke: No
- Cuss: Fuck yes
- Sing: Sometimes
- Have a crush: Yeah and he should know who he is
- Think you've been in love: Maybe
- Like high school: I'd rather watch Hehaw all day then go to school
- Want to get married: maybe
- Believe in yourself: occasionally
- Get motion sickness: not really
- Think you're attractive: nope. I'm so ugly I can make small children cry by my presence
- Think you're a health freak: no
- Get along with your parents: sometimes
- - Like thunderstorms: yes!
- Play an instrument: nope

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: yeah
- Smoked: No
- Done a drug: No
- Gone to the mall: yes
- Eaten an entire box of Oreo?s: no
- Eaten sushi: no
- Been on stage: A few times, for my choir concert and Xmas carol
- Gone skating: Nope
- Gone skinny-dipping: nope
- Dyed your hair: nope
- Stolen anything: Nope

LAYER SEVEN: Ever.
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yeah
- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yea
- Been caught "doing something": yeah and i'm going to poke his eyes out with sporks!
- Been called a tease: Yep
- Gotten beaten up: yea
- Shoplifted: I stole gum once
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LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
- Age you hope to be married: 30ish
- Numbers and Names of Children: If i have any children I'm naming atleast one Gidget!
- Describe your dream wedding: ...?
- How do you want to die: I want to die peacfully
- What do you want to be when you grow up: Filthy rich but that'll never happen
- What country would you most like to visit: England France or Germany

LAYER NINE: In a partner
- Best eye color: blue or green
- Hair color: no real prefence but i do have a thing for blondes
- Short or long hair: It depends on what looks best on the guy
- Height: Someone who's my height or shorter
- Weight: It's what is inside that counts! But I'm not dating anyone who weighs over 300 pounds
- Best articles of clothing: Cute/stylish clothes

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of people I could trust with my life: just one
- Number of CDs that I own: too many to count
- Number of piercings: none
- Number of tattoos: none
- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? none that i know of
- Number of things in my past that I regret: Lots of thigns but we're not going to talk about it.

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And today's lesson is..... [21 Dec 2004|12:15am]
[ mood | ditzy ]

never ever pee on an electric fence.

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Survey Fun Time [20 Dec 2004|03:18am]
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Scott
2. Scotters
3. The dark Queen

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Pale Azure Sky
2. FrEaKy DdR SeX
3. Xx Sorrows Tearz

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. appearance
2. my lazyness
3. My coldness toward people i like

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. French
3. British

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Butterflys
2. The pope and his giant pope hat.
3. The sound of ballons popping

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. my few and farbetween friends
2. my doggie
3. ddr

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. My flannel pj pants
2. my blue tye-dye sweater that's way to big for me
3. socks

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get a job
2. get a car
3. get as far away from my parents as possible

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. a sense of humor
2. someone who shares simalr interst as me
3. someone who can make me feel safe

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i get scared about life sometimes i lay in my bed wide awake all night
2. i would do just about anything for my friends
3. i'm cooler than you

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. smile
3. hair

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. dance
2. say the word generally
3. smile on command

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. reading
2. theater
3. writing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. be perfectly happy with myself
2. hang out with my friends
3. be a better person

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. becoming an acotor ( might go out to L.A...)
2. becoming a chef
3. prostitution! ( that was a joke)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Paris
2. London
3. New York

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Casandra
2. Lina
3. Kyle

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. go to Eroupe
2. Get to the point where i can suport myself finically
3. Find that speical something in life

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. You
2. Your mom
3. and anyone else who reads this damn thing!

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[19 Dec 2004|04:08am]
I'm really confused and a bit upset right at this very moment. Do you all remember that Leave an anonymous comment saying ect, ect? Well, someone left a nasty comment.

Someone wrote. "- One secret: I'm a car dance
- One compliment: Your amusing
- One criticism: Your mean, affemniate, and kinda husky
- One love note: I <3 someone
- Lyrics to a song: We built this city on rock and roll
- How old you are: 18
- How long we've been friends: n/a
- And a hint to who you are: height"


It's not so much that it was mean but, rather I simply cannot figure out who left it. First of all why on earth are you reading my journal if we're not even friends? You know if you don't like me why don't you at least take the time and have some decency to tell me to my face instead of posting anonymous comments in my journal. Hell, you could even IM me or e-mail me if you want.

If you are going to insult someone please take the time to make sure your spelling and grammar are correct. Usaully people will be more likely to take your point serious. It also will make you look smarter. First off, effeminate is spelt effeminate not affemniate. Also you should have used you are or you're not your.

Honestly...

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A quickie before I go [18 Dec 2004|01:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Here's what's happend these past few days.

Whenisday night I went to Jake's dance recital with Todd. Jake did a good job and I now hate the nutcracker. After that we went back to Todd's and we watched some gay coming of age movie I got home after 1am.

Thursday school was good, i was in a real good mood that day for some reason. I got a gift certifacate from Mrs. Schade to Broaders. Life was good

Friday I went to school and things were good for the most part. 1st hour Ms. Gandolfi let me play my Blondie Cd for the whole class and Erica and I felt like wearing short shorts and dancing but to the releif to everyone we didn't. Ms.D gave me her Xmas gift but it broke and I was very sad. In WCSPA we watched this funny movie called Rhinoskin. Mr. Hart was in it for 5 seconds dancing.

Today it's snowing and it's yucky. It's also really cold in this god damn house. I'm going out with the family for dinner and then I'm going to the airport to pick up my aunt.

Tomorrow Tim and I might spend time together. Doing what I have no idea and we might hang out with Matt and Nick.

People should make plans with me over break so we can all do see each other and catch up or whatever. So give me a call or IM me or something if your up to it!

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[16 Dec 2004|06:57pm]
Leave an anonymous comment saying:

- One secret:
- One compliment:
- One criticism:
- One love note:
- Lyrics to a song:
- How old you are:
- How long we've been friends:
- And a hint to who you are:

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La la la [13 Dec 2004|05:15pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

So today I stayed home because I'm cooler than you. Well not really if you consider cool going with your mom to the vetreanary with your dog who still won't stop biting herself. See I'm not a G after all. But the trip to the vet seemed to have spooked my dog. She has fleas and she's also alergic to them oh and the doctor told us that our dog was overweight but that's something we already knew. So my dog got a shot and we're going to start giving her aint flea stuff so life will be good for her. The best part about the vets office was when my mom asked. "But can't you see she has a little bit of a waist." The doctor goes "No those are love handles." It just made my day.

So we came home dropped the dog off and we went to petsmart to by her toys for xmas. And then we went out to lunch at Olga's and there I saw Jeni Lewis! It was nice to be able to see her again. She looked cute in her work uniform and i think her hair was longer than what it was last time i saw her. Jen I miss you sooooo much i hope you come to the Odd Couple or Cinderella. After eating lunch we had to make a stop at the bank and I can now only wonder how broke I am. Then we came home and I took a nap for the rest of the afternoon.

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[12 Dec 2004|05:13pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Yesterday was nice. I went to the mall around 9 Am to finish my Christmas shopping and have bought for everyone on my list and life is good. I also bought myself new shoes that I desperately needed, a new sweater and a new jacket. I also got a Blondie Cd and now I'm obsessed with it. Later on that night Tim stopped over and he took me out to the movies. We saw Finding Neverland. This was a great movie even if it was sad at the end and it made me feel very sappy too but it was still good. After the movie Tim got me Jell-O and life continued to be good.

Today I went to my grandmothers and I put up her tree and decorated it. Grandma Mary napped the whole time I was there so it I didn't have to listen to any of her nagging. Dad and I came home from there around 3.

Tomorrow I'm staying home. Mom's letting me keep her company on her day off. We also have to take my dog to the vets tomorrow at 9 in the morning. Hopefully they can find out whatever is wrong with her. But for now I'm going to do my MacBeth homework so I don't have to worry about it Monday night.

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Seriously What The Fuck!? [11 Dec 2004|02:37pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Paul songsabout_jane found a very intersting artical

'We have to protect people' President Bush wants 'pro-homosexual' drama banned. Gary Taylor meets the politician in charge of making it happen '


Sometimes I think I've lost all hope for humanity...

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Where stupidness festers [10 Dec 2004|08:46pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

My lips have become rather chapped lately. They also feel kind of scaly and it's disgusting. But then again I think my appearance in general is just revolting. I can't stand looking in the mirror sometimes. Gah!

But enough of that. Today was a decent school day. I took a nice nap in first hour and did none of my MacBeth homework. I doubt I will be doing any of it until late Sunday night but it's not like homework has ever stopped me before! In Choir we did the same thing we did yesterday, we watched our prefourmance on video and I cringed because I can't stand to watch my suckie dancing. Mrs.Greenwell did say that I could be heard during the numbers our group was singing which either means I sounded good or I'm so tone deaf and loud that i ruined the entire show. I don't know what to think anymore.

Literutre to film I read more of Flowers in the Attic. This book is really creepy and odd. This it's almost as fucked up as Wicked but Wicked was fucked up in a good way. 4 hour this girl Nicole is so fucking annoying she is now on my "I'm going to push you down a fucking flight of stairs for being a dumb ass" list. Honest to god i don't understand how some people can be so fucking stupid and manage to live.

WCSPA was okay. It was a bit on the boreing side. Although for Ms.B's dance concert I'm working sound. Other than that we did streches and Caroline worked on her dance peice with her dancers so I read.

I spent the first 2 hours taking a nap on the couch. Tomorrow I'm going shopping at the mall and later in the day I'm decorating and putting up our Christmas tree.

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Review of 2004 [10 Dec 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
I voted
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
No I didn't and i doubt I ever will

3. Did anyone close to you give birth??
nope

4. Did anyone close to you die??
not really, my moms cousin died back in the summer but we weren't close

5. What countries did you visit??
I was boring and stayed here in the states

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? closer relastionship with the boyfriend, closer with friends, had more friends who don't treat me like shit, a car, job, money

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?
Jan 1st, Oct23, July23rd, that one day i went clubbing for the first time

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Aside from surviving school for 12 years and getting that silly award for "changing for the better" I can't really say

9. What was your biggest failure?
My lack of faith in everything, the way i act towards people, my overall heartlessness

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope

11. What was the best thing you bought?
good question?

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Not mine that's for damn sure lol

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
The "couple" from Xmas Carol. Most of my peers.

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes and DDR

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I never get excited about anything but great things that happend this year would be turning 18, voting, finally standing up to my dad.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2004?
?


17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
sadder

ii. thinner or fatter?
thinner. I barely eat anything anymore.

iii. richer or poorer?
poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
hung out with my "friends"

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
partying

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the family at my aunt's

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
yea

23. How many one night stands in this last year?
umm theres a long list

24. What was your favourite TV program?
I don't really care for tv anymore but Will and Grace, The Apprentice 2

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yep and I'm going to push all those fuckers down a flight of stairs if it's the last thing i do!

26. What was the best book you read?
"Deception Point" "Davici Codes" "Great Gatsby" "Wicked"

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I found out about this wonderful invention they call a radio...

28. What did you want and get?
New clothes. Ummmm i think that was really it.

29. What did you want and not get?
A car....

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
????

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i turned 18. I got drunk at 1 AM. Scott Lee and I had sex because at that time i still loved him. Then later on in the day I had my sad excuse of a party only 4 fucking people showed up to. I felt depressed and I knew that most of my friends were basicly ass fucks and that if you ever do that to me again you can be sure I'll remove your eyes with sporks and feed them to reindeer. fuckers!

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If i weren't around people who make me feel like shit all the damn time.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Lets see I went from preppy geek to always wearing black then back to preppy geek and always wearing black. You know I have no idea why i wear half the clothes I have. You know someone should get me a better sense of fashion for Xmas.

34. What kept you sane?
who said i was sane?

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
I felt bad for Martha Stewart, the only reason she went to jail was because she's a succseful woman

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
this sad excuse of a war, gay marrige and the election

37. Who did you miss?
I miss my younger self. Sure I was just as depressed back then but things were simpler

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Tim

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
The only person who you can depend on is yourself. No one will ever trully care about you as much as you can care about yourself. Try not to depend on others because in the end you'll only have yourself.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
" So if you care to find me look to the western sky
As someone told me lately.'everyone deserves the chance to fly!'
And if I'm flying solo at least I'm flying free
To those who ground me, take a meassge back from me
tell them how I am defying graviting! I'm flying high defying gravity and sooon I'll live in renow.
And nobody in all of oz, no wizard that is or was is ever going to bring me down!"

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But She Has Cooties [06 Dec 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I felt so tired and drained today, I wanted to cry at least 12 times. It's kind of my fault though I didn't go to bed well after 3 Am since I had to finish my english paper which I will more than likely get a low D on it. We've begun reading MacBeth or rather listening to it on tape since most of the peons in my English class don't know how to read.

Choir is where most of my pain stems from. I''m sorry but I'm sick of this class. No one in there aside from Jessica Stewart sings out. She's the only one that's heard during whatever song we're doing. Karl the only other guy in my choir group doesn't sing at all. He mumbles the words and he's always laughing about something or he's talking to his sister in Polish more than likely talking about the hot incest action that they have after class. And he has the dumbest laugh ever! He just pisses me off because he doesn't take anything serious. I don't understand how someone so goddamn goofy could be considered cute. Not only do I have to deal with Karl's stupidity, I also have to deal with the stupidness of practically everyone one of those damn Chaladeans girls who all share the same bad perfume. I don't want to do this concert. I'm sorry but we suck that much. I don't want anyone to see me sucking so bad.

I have to work on my literature to film project. I'm reading Flowers in the Attic and then I'm watching the movie and comparing the two. 4th hour I checked papers and I had fun failing people. It makes me smile when I check a bad paper. Does that make me a bad person?

WCSPA was boring. We watched To Kill a Mocking Bird so I deiced I would take a nap. Then after school I went to choir rehearsal and felt like dying again. The drama club ended up watching Chicago so I stopped by and watch it for a while and then I came home and took a nap and now I'm here.

Tomorrow we have auditions for Odd Couple. I want to get a role but I doubt I will. I know I suck so maybe I'll work crew again.

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The World Keeps Spinning [06 Dec 2004|12:39am]
[ mood | rushed ]

I haven't really updated this past week. I've been rather busy but now that the A Christmas Carol is over. I'm going to seriously miss it. This was my last show with Ms.Denomme unless she decides to do something in the spring. But that's very unlikely. Despite how agonizing the show was and how little time we had to prepare for it, I think we did well. The technical aspect of the show was bad really bad and some of the people in the show were ultra annoying and needed to die. I won't name names but lets just say that I will delight in the fact that I won't be seeing some of these people again. And for the annoying ones that I will be seeing in the near future well, I'll just push them down a flight of stairs!

Hell week (aka tech week) was hell. Our set wasn't completed until Wednesday and Daquann this level oner from WCSPA was being a dumb ass and reset the lighting queues and almost ruined the show. We all danced for joy when we herd Ms.Denomme fired him. Chrissy Monroe was my personal hero for this whole week and she should know how much she kicks ass. Our Matinee performance was good although I think the little 4th and 5th graders didn't understand the show. Our opeing night went great, after that show Todd Tim and I went out for dinner. On Staurday night the last night of the play things kinda started to fall apart like the bed in Scrooge's house fell apart right after my scene.

Saturday night right after the show was the cast party, i didn't real want to go but it was my last show so I had to. We watched the documentry of the show and i wanted to die during the whole movie so I ran away right after they showed pantless races.

Today I thought would be the first day I would actully be able to get some rest but sadly i was mistaken. I had to go to my Grandmother's to do yard work for her. It was so unnessary but i was paid well for it. Next weekend I have to go put up her Chirstmas tree.

I have an english paper due tomorrow. I would rather not due it but I need to. I don't want a C in English. I also have to stay after school again for Choir rehersal for the cocert on the 8th. I'd rather not go but again I have to. I think I will just live at school from now on. I've also deiced that I will start writing stories/poems again. I haven't written anything in a while and I need something creative to do but I'll probably end up not starting anything because school now controls my life. Argh!
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One Last attempt at promotion [04 Dec 2004|01:43am]

Come see a Christmas Carol At the Warren Con Performing Arts Center. Tomorow at 7:30 Pm. Off 15 Mile road and SchonnerTickets are $5 Students and for eveyone else it's $7

Please come. It'll make me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.

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Even More Shameful Self promotion! [28 Nov 2004|11:16pm]
Sterling Heights Drama Club Presents: A Christmas Carol
December 3rd&4th at 7:30 pm IN the Warren Consolidated School of Performing Arts Center Located off of 15 Mile Road in Sterling Heights MI 48312 586-825-2700
Tickets are $7 for General Admission and $5 Students and Seniors
Presented through special arrangement with Baker Plays.

Please come see it. It's defiantly my last Sterling Show and could be the last high school show I get a decent part in.

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Bitch it's All About, ME! [26 Nov 2004|09:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Things seem to be getting interesting once again. But who knows how long it will last?
Wednesday was a half day. And on that half day I spent my afternoon in rehearsal for Sterling's winter show A Christmas Carol. And what a wonderful rehearsal it was. And I do hope you can pick up on the hint of sarcasm. Basically we don't have a set. Almost half the people in the show do not have costumes yet. And most of us don't have our lines down (and I'm guilty of this too but it's not so much the lines I don't know it's my damn ques.)
After going through our lines we braked for lunch Ms.D offered bought the entire cast pizza. After lunch though things got pointless so I left.

I got home at 2:30ish and Tim came over and we "celebrated" our 1 month anniversary together. I'll leave what we did to your imaginations but one things for sure. I will kill my little brother. I will scoop out his eye balls with sporks and feed them to deer. That's all I'll say. I also got a phone call from Kelly so Tim and I went over to her house and then Kelly drove us to go pick Brandon and his friend up. We then drove to South Gate which is 32 miles from the Ohio boarder. Why'd we drive so far? To go play ddr and to drop Brandon off at his aunts. While at the truck stop Tim and Brandon's friend Chris(?) found this game where you spell words and amused ourselves. The drive home was uneventful.

Thanksgiving Thursday was alright. Dinner was okay although my Grandmother has some odd notion that I'm now anorexic. After dinner I had nothing to do so I listened to the Poleish lady talk in poleish and was utterly confused 3 hours went by and we played cards. I won myself $1.58.

Friday I had to get up at 8 to go to rehearsal for Sterling's show. I felt sick the minute I got up but I went anyway. And 10 minutes there I got sick and Ms.D started freaking out. I only stayed until 1. While we were there we played cards this one kid brought in and they had pictures of girls one them. I came home and then mom and I went out for Chinese.

Tomorrow Tim and I are going to go thrift store shopping to get my costume for my show together and then who knows?

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Happy anniversary [23 Nov 2004|10:20pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Today is Tim and my first month anniversary!

I'll have a much more in depth update later

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[21 Nov 2004|10:56am]
[ mood | spiteful ]

To Kill a Mocking Bird went off well. Congrats to everyone who helped put on the show it was a blast! Last night we had our biggest crowd. After the show Todd and I went out to get to eat. We talked about Christmas and how I won't be getting anything I really want from my parents. And yet my brother can get whatever fucking video game he wants. The favoritism in this family really pisses me off.

This upcoming week should be short. I can't wait until Thanksgiving's over.

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So begins Tech Week [15 Nov 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

A quickie before I retire for the night. It's Tech week and I feel very drained from doing nothing. I felt sick today, my head hurts and I feel cold all the time. During class in WCSPA i sat in the guys locker room all by myself since people were busy working on the show. So I went insane from all the boredom. Then I worked in the shop and did bad. Michelle and I screwed things together. Then we broke for dinner and I sat with Amanda Kay and Hickson. Being on shift crew is alright but so far there is only been two scenes where we've shifted anything.

LJ is being incredibly slow tonight and it's pissing me off. This will be my last update for a while so leave me some nice comments so I can survive this week of hell. Oh and I might not be able to see Tim for 2 weeks. WFT?!?!

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More shameful self-promotion [14 Nov 2004|04:09pm]
WCSPA Presents... To Kill a Mockingbird.
-November 19th & 20th @ 7:30
-Tickets: Students $5. Adults $7.
-Performing Arts Center at Sterling Heights Highschool.
-Please come if you have nothing else to do.

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Tender with Care [12 Nov 2004|06:24pm]
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New layout. Check it out. tenshi_fallen

Today I feel very tired. All day in school I wanted to curl up into a ball and fall asleep.

So yesterday was a half day thanks to parent teach conferences. Mother dearest went and for the most part my teachers had good things to say. Although Mrs. Rice asked if I was a narcoleptic and Ms.Brockington asked if I still ate. Apparently I have an eating and sleeping disorder now to add to my bipolarness. Grades are as fallow.

Gandolfi - C
Greenwell - A+
Rice - B
Schade - Credit
WCSPA - A

I think this is the first time in 2 years I haven't had a D on my report card.

Tim came over yesterday afternoon. We snuggled and watched movies in my room. Then Erica called us up so we went out for Chinese food. It was yummy and Tim liked Erica and Erica said that he was nice. After that Tim and I watch more movies and we took a nap together. You know there isn't anything like sleeping with your boyfriend and I don't mean having sex. Just being around him makes me feel content.

Today School was okay. Mrs.Schade made me do paper work for international festival. Because of this I missed the first hour of WCSPA. WCSPA was boring, we watched rehearsal. As far as rehearsal for Denaome's play goes it could be better. I'm not off book yet but I plan to be off by next Tuesday. Jenny Kay's little sister Amanda Kay put glitter in my hair and now it sparkles.

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